The Fun Week
I’m currently CD7, thus beginning the week of fun (as I refer to it because of all the nookie that will ensue). AF is over and the hormones are not making me lose my mind, so all should be well in the universe, right? But why don’t I feel like myself?
I’ve received wonderful news this week that 2 of my fellow TTCers are pregnant! These girls have been through the ringer, suffered multiple losses, have been trying for years. Their news warms my heart & reminds me to keep pushing towards the goal. Because it is attainable. I’m reminded by my newly prego friend to remember that ‘patience is bitter, but its fruit is sweet.’ Perhaps I need to write this down and post it on my bedroom wall…
So, once again it remains a struggle to remain in that Zen, peaceful state of mind. But I can’t give up even though I’m feeling slightly defeated and tired of this process today. When the rain started to fall this afternoon, the sound was calming. Its reminded me a fresh beginning. A mini one.