Daily Blessings

Throughout this fertility journey, no matter how much life has thrown at me, I will remember my blessings & affirmations each day.

CD 29 or 11dpo

I originally posted a long blog yesterday, but for some reason it did not save or post. So here’s round 2.

So the title says it all. Am I CD29 or am I 11dpo? Either way, at this point it does not matter much as my chart has been looking quite unimpressive for weeks:  My Fertility Friend Chart.  I still don’t feel like AF is coming as I have zero “normal” progesterone-induced PMS symptoms. I’ve had alot of twinges cramps in my ovary areas, which I think may be cysts or a single cyst. Either way, I’m definitely ready to move on to June & ovulate like a champ.

I was apprehensive about my OB/GYN appointment today, but it went moderately well. I’m learning to listen to my intuition more and really consciously think before making decisions. Decisions based on my heart and education rather than fear.

Long story short: a LAP with dye test may be in order for my future. This time frame will be determined by myself & hub. With my charts normally looking so perfect, coupled with nicely correlated OPK’s, he thinks {and deep down I do agree} my hormones are fine and not the reason pregnancy isn’t happening {or why my miscarriages happened}. The only way to know what’s happening in the ol’ ute and Fallopian tubes is to take a look. I’m apprehensive about all of this, but gave myself 2 months to think about it.

In the meantime, I need to remember to practice patience. This life I’m living and experiencing only happens once. I intend to enjoy the ride and really start slowing down, opening my eyes, and remembering the ends justifies the means.

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