Daily Blessings

Throughout this fertility journey, no matter how much life has thrown at me, I will remember my blessings & affirmations each day.

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One Year Anny

Knock on wood, but it’s a relief to be feeling normal again physically. Back to my old self.

I have been puttering around the house, finally cleaning, organizing, & running a couple errands when I decided to finally have a seat and relax. Of course there’s never really time for relaxation, as there’s always weird TTC research to be done. 

But then I remembered, I needed to write in my blog what I was thankful for today. So I came here and logged onto WordPress. I had a little trophy picture at the top of my blog: “Happy Anniversary with WordPress.”  So it’s been a year. I could take it someplace dark and say, it’s been a year and I am still childless and no better off than I was when I started this damn thing.

OR I could suck up the pain, try to stay positive, and say that despite still being childless, I’ve grown & learned so much this past year. Sometimes I feel like the’ Little Engine Who Could’; I somehow keep chugging along even when I feel like giving up. But there’s hope. Somewhere there’s hope. There’s got to be a light at the end of this tunnel. Hasn’t there?

So, today I am thankful to have some strength back, ‘The Bible’ on the History Channel, good friends, & learning how to practice patience.

 

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Today, I am blessed.

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There are so many aspects of my life to be thankful for. Why is it so easy to focus on the one piece that is missing? How do you move past an emptiness inside yourself, put on a happy face, and deal with day-to-day life without obsessing with the what-if and what-if-not? Well, this is how I’m going to try to cope. Positivity needs to outweigh not only negativity, but FEAR. Enjoying day-to-day life, life in the moment, is something i really need to work towards. To not dwell in the past, to not place blame, to not wallow in my own tears (unless its PMS time), and to try to be more hopeful. HOPE has become a 4 letter word. When you feel like you’re working towards something in vain, how do you retain hope?

So, today I’m glad and thankful I got an awesome pedicure. I’m feeling pretty. I got my herbs in the mail from my acupuncturist. I’m trying to be Hopeful!

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